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Monday, April 09, 2007

slept damn early in the night time.
at around 12+am im already dead asleep.
and who the hell knows i'll wake up at 4am in the morning !
since ive got nothing to do and everyone else is till asleep ,
i wrote my english composition.
the topic is :
"Some of the most difficult and painful expriences of your life can be most rewarding" Do you agree ?

"Some of the most difficult and painful expriences of your life can be most rewarding" is agreeable. Life is fragile and unpredictable. I'm a person whom doesn't treasure people around me. This lead to lots of regrets. Among so many cousins in my family ,there were another other three cousins shares the same age as me. Even though we all shares the same age ,but we aren't close to each another. Except for on of them , we're very close to each other since we were young. His name is ZhiHao.

In the past, every weekend i would pack my things and sleepover at my granny's house. ZhiHao and me would usually stay up late and watch the television programmes togther. And we would always wake up early in the morning and accompany granny for breakfast despite that we slept late last night. Everytime we'll play at the playground right after breakfast. Even though at that point of time , we're already at the age of thirteen and we're still like a three years old kid running around the playground. After we're sticky and smelly because of the perspirations, we would run back to granny's house and bathe. We're always spending our weekends like this togther ever since we're at the age of four. As what we people were always saying ,time flies and life is really unpredictable. He lefted us when he was at the age of fourteen. I've lost a cousin whom is a play-mate , a good friend and everything to me. His left has really affected me alot. Someone whom is dearly to me has just left me just like that.

When hes still around , my family members doesn't seems to be bother of each another's existance. No family gatherings no nothing. All we meet up and gather was only Chinese Lunar New Year which was only once a year. Other than that , all others don't even bother to have any family gatherings. Until ZhiHao's death, it really affected my family alot. Someone whom is dearly to us left us. From then onwards , everyone started to try to organise family gatherings and caring for each another. His death has taught all of us to treasure everyone around us and spend more time with each another when we still got the chance. His death also made us realised what is treasure. To us , thats the reward he gave us. All those pains that he left for usm we can only buried them deep inside our hearts as misses for him.

sighs. above story was based on my real life expriences.
all the things ive mentioned (including the name) are real.
sighs. i even tear-ed when im writing this.
no one knows how much i miss this cousin of mine.
the fact of his death is the painful fact to me.
after i know this friend thru jen (also named ZhiHao) ,
i started to wonder if im taking this friend of mine to replace my cousin.
maybe im just thinking too much bahs.
or maybe im just missing my cousin too much.
i wonder if hes doing fine up there ):
_{P/S: The Composition above haven't been marked.
any mistakes made , is due to my poor english (:}
imissyou TANZHIHAO ):

Written @5:31 AM

我还在原地等你用你的温柔再次牵著我的手
但你却走回你的记忆♥